I have so much homework yet I don't feel the motivation to do them. May I say a little prayer, that I may find the energy in me?
Oh why is it that I seem to just grow stupider by day, and that slowly I'm losing touch with the world?
Why is it that some people around me are really two-faced, I'm not the victim, but it is so clear to me, yet I can't confide in anyone else?
And why is it that I always want to escape from real life, finding my own pleasures in a fantasy world of my own. But why is it so easy to sink deeper into my sins, and slowly fade away into the sweet icing dreams? Those are the dreams that bring you a false feeling of pleasure and of happiness. Could it be because my real world has shattered?
It seems like I'm rebuilding a makeshift world to cover up.
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