PB Camp 27-29 Dec 2013

PB camp'13 was absolutely the best. Go HENIZE!
Though Henize was a bunch of awkward people, and the first day we just didn't speak much. But things slowly become better as we got closer to each other. So yay! My members were Fedora, Jia Xuan, Agnes, Qing Mei, Amanda Chia and Geetha! I had such a fun time at PB camp especially the last night where we played that game which just made me run so much! And while my team were still yet to come out from the AVA, we heard the screams and it felt like a horror movie(so much screams and it was dark). Not to mention Macs at like 1am! Got to bond with my fellow Sec 3/4s through Macs! A big shoutout to the creative and great EXCO! Looking forward to my last half year in PB!

Why is it that whenever I say something, I just have to regret it later and feel that I'm being judged and shamed by what I said? Is this what I have become after living 15 years in this place, in this era where people do judge?

I can't help it. People, including myself, always say, 'Don't judge.'
But I can't help but judge. The first thing when I see others is to judge, but I do try and push it down so it doesn't affect my view of the person as I get to know them better.

Sometimes, the best thing to do is to forget that it ever happened, and maybe, just maybe go back to square one. Or where it all started. Or maybe pretending that nothing ever happened between people. And that is what I thought of life and all it's foolishness. But it has come to my realisation and attention that we, as Man, are indeed the foolish one, not life. For if we get tripped over and fooled by life itself when life just sits back and do nothing but trips us, then who is the obvious foolish one? Obviously us. But what really matters and what the world doesn't see is the effort behind it. When one falls, the whole world watches, some may laugh, some may say a little prayer, but they will soon forget the little one as time passes by. Only the loved ones see the effort made by the man, that he will brace through his pains, no matter how much he is going through and pushed himself off from the ground. That is with the support of his loved ones and his friends. And we all wished to be that little man, don't we?

Today :-)

Ok, this is it! I really think that I'm my blog's only reader. But I do want people to read it though...

So anyways, it's just a normal boring day today, and my second last CCA session for the year is just tomorrow. My friend, V, is going overseas today and I do remember that just this day last week, my mom, grandma, sister and I were to leave for the cruise, I still remember my mom bringing me to eat Japanese food for lunch and then we came back home. She told my sister and I that we were to get ready by 3.45pm to meet our grandma at the bus stop, then we'll take a cab to the boarding area. I really miss the cruise. I love love love you, Costa Victoria!!!

I never knew that. I was so far behind,
That I would always seem like a greedy person,
Too blinded by selfishness.
And that sometimes,
Even if I would want to change,
I don't know how.

Finished with the Cruise

Woohoo! Just came back yesterday from the holiday cruise, Costa Victoria. We stopped by Malacca and Penang where I finally got to have a taste of the famous Penang Laksa. But what really strike me most out of this whole trip is the first day when we arrived on board the cruise at 4.30, even though it sets sail at 10pm. We just rushed straight to Deck 11 for some buffet. And explored the ship. Now, my head's spinning, and I still feel as if I'm on the cruise. It was a wonderful 3 nights stay on board the Costa Victoria, the captain being Pablo Viscafe.

By the way, have I mentioned that I only have 2 more CCA lessons left for the year??

Piggy Me

It's a cold cold day, where it's a great day to pig out. I started the day off with Chinese tuition and spent my afternoon pigging out on whatever is around the house and watching TV. Yes, I have a lot of homework that I've yet to complete... At least I finished my English homework today and about 70% of my Chinese homework.
It's the rainy season now in Singapore and I love it because everyday it's naturally cool and there is no lightning nor thunder, just rain. I'm really scared of thunder and lightning. Maybe living in the tropics aren't so bad after all. But the hot season is really bad, I don't even need to exercise and I can just sweat like a piggy pig. What's more, it is during school days, which just makes it worse.
Moving on, I remembered a quote that I saw on the wall of my former tuition place, and I thought about sharing it:
                               'A Pessimist sees the DIFFICULTY in every OPPORTUNITY,
                                An Optimist sees the OPPORTUNITY in every DIFFICULTY.'
                                                      -- William Churchill
And with that, I shall end off.