Searching the Soul

I see myself as a 2-D character, really, I'm an introvert and other than that fact, that's not much else that anyone is interested it. Not even myself. I don't like to socialise, I prefer people to approach me. But the saddening thing is, this is a world where people prefers a sociable person, someone who doesn't waits for others to approach them but they approach people. So, base on just this statement, I'm not that popular, am I? To me, I see my world as a plain and boring one, one that needs your own boundless imagination and fantasies to add colour to the world that we live in. I have my own fantasies, but let's just say I'm not very imaginative, shall we? My world revolves around books, TVs, CCA, study, FOOD and my own fantasies, there's not much colour in sight. I really do admire those who are really sociable, yet I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy whenever I think too deeply into it. Oh gosh, my flaws are too dramatic and big for me to handle.